saying goodbye.

Friday I spent the day with Louie. He picked up Lianne, Sam and I from school. We went food shopping then dropped off the girls at Samantha's. We went back to Louies house to hang out for a little then went to applebee's. Before we went to Sam's for movie night we stopped by Ashlelys house she had a pass this weekend and we brought her a salad. The hard part wasn't seeing ashley. It was around 3 am. When I had to say goodbye to Louie. As I walked him down to the door I hadent realized it hit me. He's leaving. I am going to miss him like crazy! Im not gonna be able to wake up in the morning, call him to ask what the plans are for the day then go over his house. I wont be able to hold him when I want a hug, kiss his lips just because I love the sweet taste they leave on mine. We ended up just standing in the hallway holding eachother. Of course I am the big baby and started to cry. It's a good thing I have Louie to help me in this relationship otherwise, I would be a wreck! He told me it was going to be okay he would come back to visit whenever he gets the chance. That it is going to be hard but we will make this work. He's going away to school to make his career so he can take care of us in the future. I guess I am just going to have to grow a pain and suck it up. Yhis is one of those sacrifices both of the partners have to make in a relationship. I am willing to do anything for Louis. I love him more than life itself. I will be waiting for his first visit back home.